SORRY about my life getting in the way!!

Hey everybody, I am so sorry I haven't written in so long I have been very busy! I passed my math on October 24 with a 52% in my overall course mark. No I am currently working on rewriting my Chemistry 30 diploma exam. My overall course mark in Chem. was a 55% but the college I hope to apply for demands a 65% in the course, as long as I focus and work hard though I am positive I can do way better than a 65% :) I am in one of those moods where I am very content and I have this great attitude where I can do anything I need or want to! I have started reading again (I haven't read like I have been in a couple years) and I have kept up with my homework easily :D My friends and I have worked out a song we can sing together for graduation :) It is called Walk on the Water by Britt Nicole. It is a Christian song, and I am not Christian but I love this song! Also, today we had our 4-H weigh in. This is an event where everyone takes there steers and heifers to be weighed. My steer was a bottle baby, the man we got him from told us we wouldn't get him anywhere near 500 lbs. Well, his weight as of right now is 586 lbs!! :D Things have been kinda weird with people at school though lately, it seems the only people who actually want to talk to me are Jessica and Brittany. A couple weeks ago I went on a sort of date with the guy I dated before, and I had a lot of fun. We had supper with his family, I already knew his family so it was all good. After that I really missed hanging out with him, because by the end of last year we didn't hang out much anymore. So I made a point of sitting at his table with him and his friends and say hey when I see him but it has been weird because he suddenly stopped talking to me and looking at me. I don't know if I did something wrong but I have been sort of giving him some space. Last year the guy I really, really liked did this same thing to me, I don't know if he just didn't like me or what. Anyways, for Halloween I was a cat :) I really liked my costume because it was cute and it literally took me half an hour to find the right outfit :) Only because I really wanted to wear this one skirt that I didn't have the right shirt for.  Also, I haven't been to cadets in a month! I feel really bad because being a senior member I should be there for my cadets, but my parents refuse to drive in the horrid road conditions. However, next weekend is Remembrance Day, and it is a huge deal for the cadets. They put me on cenotaph again :) which I like. Basically, four of us cadets all stand on the corners of this big stone that was placed in honour of our fallen soldiers and we look down with a rifle, barrel-down, on one boot standing perfectly still. I am not gonna lie I love being paid attention to. I don't have to be the center of attention but I love to be a part of it. Also, I feel that Remembrance Day wouldn't be complete without cenotaph guards, they have been there every year as long as I can remember, and I am proud to be a part of that. Anyways, that is all my news for now, I decided to do a normal post because I had a bit to say. So long, til tomorrow!