After The Move

The summer after grade 10, I went to cadet camp (air cadets, representing the 353 Mile Zero Royal Canadian Air Cadets). I went to the Basic Survival Course (BSC). I had so much fun, I met new people, learnt new things and ate pre-packaged food (same as our soldiers). While I was there my family moved into my mom's fiances(now my step-dad) house. It is a very nice farm, I even have my own horse and steer out here! Anyways, it was just like how I started when I moved for the first time when I was 8, except I am more outgoing so I had a good friend in about a week. She rode my bus and we quickly became best friends, and we still are. She taught me new people, new classes and new teachers. I soon became fairly knowledgeable about my school and some of the people in it. The first time I spoke to her I asked her where a classroom was, I was standing right beside it >.< lol but we were in the same class which was cool :) but this summer she moved away 9 hours. Her family life got really bad,so she went to live with her biological mom. It really hurt her, especially because she loves her sister so much and as far as I know, she won't talk to her :( I also met this other girl, Jessica. She is just awesome and literally the sweetest girl you will ever meet! Lacey, Jessica and I quickly became the three amigos and our friendship took off! Sounds like a not bad place huh? Well in amongst this was depression, anger, sadness and longing. I spent 4 1/2 months crying each morning on my bus because I didn't want to face another day without Shae, Sabrina, Kelsey, Bailey and Breeann. It was horrible, I cried myself to sleep and I cried on the bus. Another thing that wasn't too bad about this place was the guys though (lol typical right? Well they are not pieces of meat so...) 3 days after school started, I got asked out. 3 days later I accepted. Justin is very nice and I like him, but the next night I broke it off. I was scared, my first boyfriend, and only after a week of being in a brand new school! He fought for me about a month or so after that, he asked a couple times and I told him I needed to get used to the new school. Eventually, we talked about it and we were almost dating again but he asked something and I couldn't hear him so I just said "yeah". Turns out he was saying that he had just been "friend zoned" hadn't he? I wanted to date him but accidentally told him that I just wanted to be friends :( that was hard because I didn't even know what friend zones were. A couple weeks after that I fell for this Australian boy. He had an accent from when he visited Australia and it kind of stuck. The first time I met him he was wearing our school mascot costume (Seymour the Beaver). His accent was the initial reason I fell for him, but as we began talking more and we got to know each other I started to fall for his words and his actions and the things he does. He took my breath away, sometimes he still does. I confessed my feelings to him once, and I believe he was going to ask me out, but the next day I got a text saying that he changed his mind. I cried, not gonna lie. He fell for one of my best friends, he fell hard. Things seemed pretty uneventful for a while after that. Goodnight, everyone!